I have always been told that i'm very critical when it comes to commenting on people, things or places. It has never been personal and i have never meant it to be. I don't wana hurt people's feelings so i have always kept my comments very general. Never aiming at a person or thing in particular. But there was this one time when i stumbled into this blog of a girl whom i cannot understand why, in her profile written:

"i'm the blogger, you're the reader. So i blog, you read. Not happy? Get lost. ..........Piss me off and you're so dead. Please tag with your name. Tag before you leave. I love my blog so don't dirty it alright. Hate me, please click "here"

Is it really necessary to ask people to get lost if they don't like what they see in her blog? I mean, she's blogging and obviously she's advertising it to the whole world by including her blog link in her facebook which has almost a 2k of friends. wow. i honestly cannot believe that she really has that many friends whom she still kept close. So putting her blog link in her facebook profile obviously means that her blog is meant for the world to see.

So, people out there will have different kinds of comments whether it's good or bad right?

So, whether it's good or bad it is still people's comments right? "Tag before u leave". She asks people to get lost if they don't like what she blogs but they have to tag before they leave. She loves her blog and people are not supposed to dirty it but she practically sweared that if people pisses her off the person will be SO DEAD.

WOW. Is she capable of murdering?

Or is she trying to hold out that people out there MUST TAG. And if wanna tag, MUST TAG GOOD COMMENTS. No good comments means i'm SO DEAD.

But what if i don't like her blog? I fucking hate it. But i have to tag it. That's what she wants. How wo? Apa macam?

Unless i'm retarded, i really honestly think she don't even know or maybe understand what she's trying to imply. Or maybe I'm the one who misunderstand it. Please enlighten me.

Some people "laan hai" very popular gam. (Sorry la this sentence is so like the way i would say it in real life) lol

Some people honestly think the world evolves around her. How shallow and self absorbed a person is who only accepts good comment. No bad comments? Haven't you heard, you can only learn from mistakes. So if people point out your defects you go all out murdering people like how you quote "SO DEAD".

Like seriously, bloggers nowadays. What's with them. What's the point of them having a blog? I can honestly say, people have blogs are people who just wants to show their popularity or to gain popularity. What else? So you have so many things inside your chest that you must blog it out? Tell your mama la duhhh. If it's really so private, keep it in your diary. NOT in a blog, u stupid, hare-brained blogger. Sorry, this is not personal.

I am aware that i have a blog here too. But i don't have stupid disclaimers asking ppl to fuck off if they don't like what i read and commenting on my own pictures raveling on how beautiful i am. (Don't laugh, but there is seriously one girl who does such things. every picture posted up will have captions saying, "my eyes so beautiful", "i look like Japanese Girl" and other shit) Her english is that terrible.

"My eyes so beautiful" (HELLO? No grammar wan ah?)

Sei sohai. I tell u, all this people right, mou lan yoong wan in this society.

Sorry if i'm too vulgar.

And again, this post is not meant to be personal. Even if it is, the target of my lashing out shall remain anonymous.


Love.
=)

Curley

Pictures when Curley was a lil baby. Around 3 months probably...

SCREAMM!!! So fake can die.

And then she grew up getting furrier n furrier...
Her fur changed colour and she got so big...

Wearing the e-collar after spaying...

And now...


I'm a proud mum.
Tears of joy.

19th.

Friday night.

@d'Haven

me n sam

the three ghost.

alexis's cake from benny, ivan, pui yee n kat.

*the rest of pics in fb. damn lazy post up.*

Saturday

Got up to service his car and went to get my present. hehe.

no diamond but still, so sparkly can cry!

Sunday@Genting

did nothing much up there. watched MJ movie. ( honestly, it was quite boring, MJ fans please don't slap me. It's more of like backstage scenes n all. i expected concert like performance but its mostly all rehearsal videos.)

BUT, it's our holiday. so i loved every second of my time spent with him.



so handsome.

The scenery from our room is so pretty, so natural, so Green.

the mist is so cool, there was a point when i totally saw nothing outside the window. totally nothing from 1 ft from my face. so dangerous. but it was really cold up there cause it's d monsoon season now in msia, plus it rained awhile. how i wish i can move up there. i hate the kl weather.

so that's it for my bday. nothing much. like i said, 19th bday shouldn't be celebrated outside. Presents?

lol.

1. Ring from sammy
2. 100 each from mum n dad.
3. 120 cash for f21 from sis.
(even sis more than parents right, GAWD)
4. ivan still wrapping my present (that's what he said 2 days ago)
5. the rest- not sure yet. mostly still belated.

I'm waiting. =)


Love.

...

oh wow. can't believe my birthday is like tomorrow. this is so cool. i'm finally 19. another year nearer to being legal. not that it has stop me before. but it seems that 19th birthday shouldn't be celebrated outside. like, no huge parties at all, shouldn't go out, this n that. well that's the saying. i forgot whom i've heard it from.

so right now i'm done with 3 papers. One more to go in another 2 weeks. so cool. "company law". open book test some more. gona start studying next week for it since the past 3 papers wasn't that entirely good. fuck Financial Management. freakin hard wei! can't believe fairuz got a D last sem. i can't even bring myself to imagine what results i'll get. freakin phobia since last sem.

just a short update in i know, once in a blue moon? but this site is getting so pitiful, an entry will make it more cheerful. oh ya. i've started my online boutique. not really mine, it's shared with my sis n her bf. its all pre-ordered. in the meantime.

i know, people don't trust the quality of clothes from pre-order, but i reckon its quite good. honestly i hated pre-order before this, but just for trial orders, for testing, i ordered quite a few, its all good (quality wise). plus you don't have to wait like fuckin long. just a week or 2 will do.

btw i'm going genting for my birthday! it'll be a honeymoon with him all over again. =D

oh, and i'm going to get a haircut 2mr. inspired by indons. i just love their hair. don't know whether i can achieve that look or not. oh and i've bin thinking of going blonde. i know, ppl will be like lala n all. fuck that. ash blonde is cool. uhm y? cause i've tried all other colours already such as brown, all shades of brown from dark to light, copper, purplish brown, (will never go red, don't wana look like a witch). i'm out of colours here already!!



xoxo

Mediocre day. Mediocre life.

Jeezzz..... it's Saturday.. and i'm stuck at home. Planning to start my law assignment but i just can't make myself to start googling the sentence "statutory derivative action". It is just so boring.

So i woke up 1.30pm and tapao-ed economy rice and eat it as slowly as how long the movie lasted. Watched Obsessed.



Not a really bad movie. Not that good either. I would rate it a 6/10. And anyone has ever watched Land of The Lost? The movie which its poster is a picture of a t-rex and some humans running. DO NOT EVER WATCH THAT MOVIE. I nearly died in the cinema. I would have left if not for the freakin Rm11 ticket. I am a total sucker for money and wouldn't waste it even in an emergency. Now that particular movie, i would rate it a -100/10. It was horrible. Utterly senseless and the producer should just shove his brain into his dickhole. Gawd i'm so vulgar.

AND LONELY!!! I miss curley, my baby girl. Sis brought her to grooming and it's just been 2 hours and i already miss her so much. i know. my life is all about her.

I need to start my own blogshop. So So tired of browsing online and checking out the price which i almost already know the cost price of it and yet, i must buy it cause i know if i don't buy it or at least reserve it, I can't sleep. This is a fucking disease. Not that i want this to happen.

But she (pointing fingers at my sister) is such a procrastinator. Even spaying curley, we have been talking about it for the past 4 months!! and she's always next week, next week and then, suddenly curley's period came. and we got so panicky and bought baby diapers for her and then it was just a false alarm.

Oh and i bought my new phone. Like finally. Nokia e63. got a pretty good deal. RM830 for it with 1gb memory.

I hate fat girls in miniskirts. Seriously, what are they thinking.

I know i'm mean.

I really need to start on my law assignment.

ciao.

omg!!!

OH MY GOD!!

i'm freaking back!

hehe.

reasons to why i've abandoned my blog for half a year:

1) i never was a good blogger. self-esteem was pretty low the past half a year
2) never taken a good picture of myself or more appropriately said, never had a camera. (readers always love lots of pretty pictures)
3) had a horribly boring routine life for the past half a year
4) i kinda forgotten i had a blog

so it wasn't all smiles n sunshine for the past half a year. many things have and had happened.

previous post was about Vday and i know, that was 10 years ago i don't even remember what i did in Vday. saw my comments and it was all about why i never updated for monthssssss. honestly, i didn't even know i had readers! aha! and now i know i have. =)

and anyway, the bf and i are much much happier now. not to say that we were never happy before, but it's better now. we're past our 1 year anniversary. *grins and smiles*

then, i made n lost a best friend this year. not to say lost, literally, but he has gone to aussie land and i'm stuck here forever. and ever. i had an enjoyable and wonderful semester in monash all because of him. and i know, that after he had left it's not going to be the same anymore. we wouldn't be close anymore though we say it that we will remain as best friends forever but i just know it wouldn't be the same anymore. i remembered having this conversation with him about being best friends. it goes something like this:

me: hey fai, can we be best friends?
him: hey shuwie, but i don't believe in best friends. let's just be good friends. aite?
me: ok. cool.

(how childish) lol.

it was an enjoyable semester with him cause we always talk about all kinds of nonsense, jokes, lame jokes, gossiping, bitching and basically everything. of course, with our dearest pui yee. haha. we smoke, we have lunch, we get to know ernie, we have classes, we stayed whole night in the lib to study, we also got to know ronnie, we have high-tea, we swim, we go to jaring, we go to mos, we bitch about shereen, we laugh at ppl, etc. i really missed the times and there was never a time that i hated him even if i always say that to him. but i was glad though, that i didn't send him off. if not i would have cried a dam. and anyway, he'll be back by november and hopefully, it would be just all the same when he's back.

funny how time seems to pass so fast. i had my results and it was horrible. i failed 2 subjects and only passed the other 2. am i really that stupid? God knows why i failed 2!!?? it's so unfair cause ernie passed all. ( sorry ernie, if you came across my blog) but its true!! he always seems so blur or maybe pretended to be. anyway, he's in aussie land now too and i had thought i could have all same subjects with him but thanks to my failures now i can only have a subject same with him. so this sem i'll be retaking the 2 subjects that i failed and another 2 new subjects. and i know i must score HD for every subject this sem.

so i'm gona study now.

just kidding.

its 1.48am and i'll be darn crazy if i were to go study now.

ciao.

off to dreamland.

Happy Valentine's Day

It's Saturday the 14th of February.

And that makes yesterday Friday the 13th.

Well honestly i'm not such a supersticious girl but Friday the 13th had me chicken pox when i was standard 3!!! Chicken pox was a torture and it so happens to be Friday the 13th. So which means that i had Hated Friday the 13th. So yesterday was, but nothing really happened so i'm kinda neutral about it.

Friday the 13th 2009 was about going out shopping with Pui Yee in Mid Valley. I had bought just a pair of gold heels. Thats all. It's been years since i went out shopping cause can you believe it???? i did not shop for Chinese New Year clothes this year for God knows what reason which i don't even know why. I just lacked of shopping enthusiasm or more of like the "i've got too many things in mind to buy but i just don't have enough of the $$ factor". So that is also one of the reason that i had not stepped into the shopping mall for a very very very long time. Talk about pathetic.

Going to return to my 'oh-so-lovely' hometown which is everybody knows already... the 'oh-so-mighty IPOH'. Notice the 'oh-so-stuff' that i used? Notice that it's kinda irritating? Cause that's what blogshops does. "The oh-so-lovely dress that everyone must have their hands on". Sounds familiar huh. haha. No offense taken here but it does sound kinda irritating. I just have no idea why they would want to "oh-so-lovely" their dresses. Sorry for being spiteful but it does gets to my nerves sometimes. Well Ipoh is going to be boring but the good news is i'm moving to a new house! And that means loads of packing to be done. At least i wouldn't just lie on the couch the whole day.

V-day today and i'm not sure what's in store for me tonight. Candlelight dinner perhaps. Well this has to depend on him then. For all i know, we might just end up watching a boring ol' movie and popping popcorns. Crossing my fingers here. I can't wait!!

My First Post =)

So its becoming a trend now that xanga users would eventually switch to using blogspot. (Talk about traitors and here's one) *laughs* So here i am, a blogspot user and why is that so? Cause xanga was sooooo not user friendly. It uploads even slower than a pregnant tortoise and i've been living with that for years. Oh well, change is always good but i can't be entirely sure that its a good change cause blogspot is not totally user-friendly either. I was lost when i tried to figure out how to manage the layout and damn right frustrating if i must add. Cause you can see that my layout is totally boring. Maybe i'm a total noob in this case. Haha.

It's going to be V-day in 2 days and its gona be couples couples couples everywhere!! Restaurants, roadsides, alleys and in the backseat of the car i suppose. Happy Valentines Day everyone! i'll most probably be rotting at home during the day or in other words "being unconscious". i'm more of a night person. -)

check out the one-eyed smiley. hehe. Its getting boring here and i should probably go before the lameness gets out of hand. To everyone out there, love your loved ones. If you don't have one, find one. Well, more of like easier said than done. Cheers *